However...I also, like many men here, have had fantasies of being with another man sexually for longer than I can remember. The advent of the internet... gave me an outlet to vent many of my frustrations but being married to a paranoid woman, having c***dren, a full time job and seeing the last step as being insurmountable, I kept my fantasies to myself.Now that I am separated from the ball & chain, my k**s are grown and I’m semi retired, I have found myself able to explore my fantasies like never. Your hair is a mess. You've wornpants all week, and I never see you in makeup anymore."Kyle smiled wanly. All of what Zoe had said was true. For the last twoweeks, Kyle had been stumbling through the day, going through themotions of living life as Karen. It had not been easy.Zoe looked concerned."Listen, I may be your boss now, but I'm still your friend," she said."And I worry about you. You haven't been the same lately, and I wantthe old Karen back." That's right! I'm not the same," Kyle. ‘Annie, don’t be rude!’ Martha hissed, she looked up as an older woman walked into the kitchen. ‘Mama, this is Bobby and Ariana Glass. This is my mother Rebecca,’ Martha said. ‘She isn’t being rude. It’s very simple. Deuteronomy 14:21 states that you shall not boil a kid in its mother’s milk. The Rabbi’s interpreted that to mean that one shall not eat meat and dairy together,’ Bobby answered with a smile. ‘My husband will be bringing over some meat for you. We have a nice pig we can slaughter,’. The memories were starting to fade despite her efforts to hold onto them. She didn’t even have a photo of her family. In her drugged and hastened departure from her family home in Chicago immediately after the funeral, her uncle had deprived her of all her contacts with her world; cell phone, computer and any mementos that had meaning to her.During her odyssey across the country the past three years, she had often wondered about the house where she grew up and all the wonderful things it had.