Then, my fucking Internet crashed. So I was left to improvise. I sat on my bed and started jacking off. After a few minutes, I was ready to cum. Then,... I heard a noise. I opened my eyes and looked up. It was April. She was standing right there, watching me...Chapter 2I didn't yell. Neither did she. It was useless. She saw what she saw. She simply smiled, and walked out of the room. "Oh fuck! What am I gonna do? Did that ruin our relationship?" I thought, panicking. So I got my towel, and got in. Its crazy the things people will do when they are in love. *********** The next morning the phone rang at 7 AM and my mother didnt seem to happy as she came to my room telling me the phone was for me. It of course was Scott. He asked me if I had washed yet and I told him the truth and said I had not. He then told me he couldnt see me that day that he had to go out of town to see his grandmother. Then he said, I love you. And I felt my heart race. Then he asked me, Do you love me? Now I had. I couldn’t believe I had sat there masturbating for three minutes and I was already close to an orgasm. The thought of missing the orgasm only made me hornier, and I wanted to have it.Josh usually took long showers, so I wouldn’t be able to finish my sexual activities because my mom and dad also had to take showers. I was upset that I would have to wait literally all day to get home to masturbate. Then I remembered Billy, the sight of him was only going to increase my arousal. I shook my head. I waited. I was about to go into a MRI machine, and its soft hum calmedme enough to help me gather at least some of my wits. I had been feelingfragile and emotional for a while, making it hard to think, but I wasable to use a grounding technique I had learned last year.I tried to organize my thoughts. I remembered being in an accident, andthen having a strange dream that I was dying, and somehow my spirit leftmy body, and went to the next room where they were working on a dyinggirl. I watched.