She reached down and rubbed my groin through my shorts. "Ah, the real test", she said, "I can see you are not just saying that, this guy never lies". ...She was referring to the rampant hard on that she squeezed firmly. We closed arms around each other and I lowered my head to kiss her eager mouth passionately. The lust was on her as she devoured my tongue, sucking me into her mouth and I responded in kind. At the same time my hands slid to her breasts and I fondled them through the swim suit,. The fun started after about a year into my relationship with Gillian, I had a rest day on a Wednesday of all days, I had agreed to go round to Gillian’s house even though she was at work and cut down a privet hedge in the back garden, it was getting overgrown and the leaves were poisoning the ground, Gillian’s auntie Pam was staying because she had given birth a few months before and needed help because her boyfriend who was the father of the c***d had done a runner after witnessing the. We talked about some things and she gave a good bye touch on my hand and left. She said it might not be possible for her to meet again.My fantasy of having a sexual pleasure with her was going to be in vain…But.., she called me a week later and told me that she wanted to visit me to write a CD about some software stuff. She asked me when it ‘ld be possible. I took the opportunity and asked her to come the very next day at 9:00 am sharp. My mom was on a visit to my granny’s home., and my dad was. .and I LOVED IT! As he worked me over like that, I found myself remembering how much my ex-wife had never, ever liked sucking my cock; that she found the whole thing revolting, and disgusting; but this other guy now...he didn't seem to find anything remotely disgusting about sucking my cock!In my memory, it seems to have gone on for quite some time, but in reality, it probably didn't. Still, for however long this lasted, I knew I'd crossed a line, a Rubicon; and I knew that I'd never cross back.