.. um, take out my..." Yes, Nathan, it means you have to take your clothes off and masturbate." My clothes? All of them?" Yes, Nathan, all of them."I ...didn't know what else to do, so I pulled off my teeshirt, then pulled my shorts down and stood there in my navy briefs. As scared as I was, they were embarrassingly poked-out."Go, ahead, Nathan, I've seen a penis before. Do it, Nathan. Do it now."I pulled down my briefs, she handed me the suntan lotion, asking if I needed it, and I dribbled some. A careful perusal of the back yard yielded a long ladder propped up against the fence. Did I have the nerve? In my right mind, I would have shuddered at the thought of trying something so completely risky. I didn’t consider myself to be a stalker, just an opportunist. Certainly, I had no criminal intent, and I surely wasn’t interested in harming anyone. (How would that sound to the cops, and later, to a judge, I thought, as I stealthily maneuvered the ladder in place.) My obsession had become. I ate until I thought I would bust. Myrna proposed a toast to me and Kat, with the rest of them laughing at Kat as she glared at Myrna for filling up our glasses again with the potent Brandy. We all finished it in one drink, and cheered at Kat's red face. That's when she leaned over to me and whispered the words I would remember the rest of the night."Jon Morgan, this is the eve of our wedding, and if you don't quit drinking, I will sleep in another room. I know you are celebrating with your. "Captain Johnston shook her head. "You have to be more subtle than that. Don't openly defy the man; just insist that James is busy. I'm sure you can come up with hundreds of small jobs that need to be completed immediately. Make sure James is always engaged in a job requiring multiple people and should he be ordered to a meeting, have those working with him follow him to the meeting." The governor will simply insist the meeting be private," I said mournfully."Not if he wants to be able to use.