The walk through the airport and through the customs area was uneventful and surprisingly my plane was on time. I was surprised merely due to the fact... that I was not scheduled to return home for two more days. I booked an earlier flight so I could return to my beautiful wife. Mainly because our fucking internet went down and since we switched to Vonage, that also killed our phone so I was lonely and I knew she was lonely too, cell to cell phone sex isn’t the same. In hind sight if I hadn’t. My lovely wife wasn’t beside me that night and it felt as though I was next to a black hole. I thought my life was over as well.I couldn’t imagine living in that house without her and that’s why I finally sold it and moved away. Without any family, and all those k**s grown and with their own families now, I felt a change was needed. The move was 3 hours away and the neighborhood was really a senior living community, but that was fine with me. Right then the last thing I really wanted.It. They assumed that the four of them had a damn good reason. So I lost everyone that day. I still lived in the house, but I ate alone, I went to school alone, I sat in classes alone, I came home to an empty house. The point is that everyone I cared about turned their back on me. I know the chances of it happening again are nearly impossible, but it was nearly impossible the first time. It’s sort of left me with a scar when it comes to relationships. Especially ones I know I can trust with my. His hair cut was the first give away. It was tightly shaved on the sides, and the top was maybe a 1/2′ long. It was the typical ‘high and tight’ military style. I studied him some more as I sat down at the other end of the bar and placed an order for a burger and fries. I talked with Susan as she worked the bar. I studied the young man, probably in his early 20’s similar to myself I concluded. His body was very toned and muscular. The veins in ripped arms were like tracks. His biceps made the.