" I'm talking about Ed," Forbes said shakily. "Ed Harrington. Our commanding officer, Ed Harrington. The third man on the X-39J. No one in the world r...emembers him... no one but me, and if you don't tell the truth I'll hurt you Will!"Will straightened up in bed, looking the older man straight in the eyes. "I swear to you, sir, I don't know anyone by the name of Ed Harrington," he said. "Are you sure you're not still hurt from the crash?"Forbes grew wild-eyed and held his breath for a tense. " If he had lied and said that he thought I was beautiful or did anything other than acknowledge the reality and tell me he didn't care, it would never have gone any further. I knew what I looked like and there was no ignoring it or sugar coating it. I hated my body and I could never believe that Brian or anyone could like it. By telling me he didn’t care what I looked like it made me feel a lot better about everything.My First BoyfriendSo, I had a proper boyfriend for the first time in my. I moved to the front seat as he pulled away and fixed my lipstick,checked my makeup (which was fine) and combed my hair in the mirror. Isaw that it was still only 5:55, and I started my van and drove to myusual bar where I was meeting friends for dinner, and got there at6:15.My regular bar is more of a social place than a sexual one for me. Ihave met guys there but most are of the 'admirer' type, in denial abouttheir sexuality and more interested in sucking me or getting fucked.Once in awhile I. You are the only one in my life that has always been there. That has always loved me no matter what happens. I want you, my loving brother, to take my virginity. I am ready to do this. I love you so much and trust you with the most precious thing in my life, me.” I sat in silence for a few seconds pondering what she just told me. I know I should have told her no, made her leave or walked out myself. None of that entered my head though. I just kept looking at her like a beautiful lady of desire..