He’s going to say no… ‘ ‘Okay, Sarah. This time you win.’ I blinked. I had convinced myself so strongly in mere moments that he would say no... that it took several seconds for me to process what I had heard. He took advantage of my pause to add a condition. ‘But we do this my way.’ ‘What does that mean?’ ‘If we are going to do this, if I’m going to trust you on this, we do it my way. I’m not going to have you stripping out of your clothes right here and now, and just ‘doing it’. We’re going to do. Er....mistress piece, our work of art.We'll be more than happy to work on you anytime you like."I went to kiss them, but they wouldn't let me, didn't want to spoilanything. I kept on looking at myself in the mirror. I wanted to kisseverybody in the world. I felt so damn PRETTY. I wanted to dance aroundthe room singing that nauseating song. Nobody looking like me couldpossibly be anything but a girl; a Girl; A GIRL. All the suppressedangst from over the years disappeared. Euphoria was an. It must make things so much easier.”“I didn’t wear this to tease you,” I said. “It was all I could get on without having to have somebody help dress me.”“Sore?”“Sore? Nah, not so much. I was thinking about doing a marathon today. Of course I’m sore. You know that. You knew that when you planned to torture me yesterday. In fact, I think you did all that on purpose, just so you’d have an excuse to get me all naked and have your nasty, curmudgeonly way with me when I was too weak to resist. I bet. Ill give you 24 hours to give me an answer. I stormed out of his house at that point. I was fuming. I couldnt believe how disgusting this little shit was. How dare he even suggest it. Fuck him. But after a few hours, I was starting to panic. What was I going to do if he wasnt bluffing? If he told anyone, I would go to jail for sure. And I had little doubt he was right I would indeed end up as somebodys bitch. The thought of going to jail terrified me. Whats the matter baby? Kelly asked me as.