" ALAN, what is wrong with you. You're not gay!" I know, I know. I'm not attracted to men, but I'm just so ... I don'tknow ... proud of how I look now.... Did you notice I'm wearing somemakeup? My wife left me these CDs that explains all about how to do it.The cool thing is, I just listen to them when I'm asleep, and when Iwake up, it's like I just know what to do. I've even gone out shoppingfor girl clothes. Do you like these jeans? I just bought themyesterday." They are really cute," I had to. ’ As I was at least a decade older than her, I wasn’t expecting her to fancy me or anything, but it soon became abundantly clear that she wasn’t happy with things. If I’d said, or done, something wrong, then I could have understood her attitude, but it had been there from the moment we met.After over an hour of it, I decided to say something. I waited until Nadine and Kyle were ahead of us, before I slowed my pace just slightly, enough to be able to talk without being overheard.“So Kim, just. My family was the family with the money and Steven lived with my grandmother. So he used to always stay the night and always be at our house. I dont know what it is, but i always had a short of crush on Steven. We were both about 15 yrs almost 16. When we found a pile of my step-dad's playboy magazines. We used to jack off together. I had a okay/average body, but a nice face. BUT Steven, he was only 15 and he was 6ft tall and had one of those nauturally toned/fit bodies. Like with the six pack. It is sometime late when Alan wakes from a sound sleep. There is an urge to release a bladder full so he disentangles himself from the warm body in his bed and pads to the bathroom for relief. He finds it odd that he did not see Sandy lying on the bed or on the floor near it. The longer he stands in front of the toilet, the longer he has to think. Not seeing his dog in the bedroom really bothers the man. They have been developing something special and tonight he just totally blew that off. He.