And that we would play doctor then.By then I did not know that I was supposedly "saved by the bell." Neither did I knew that it was only a delay of ex...ecution.I got two of my first sexual experiences on the same day.Back then I did not know what fucking was. I had heard whispering at school about it but because I had no close friends, no one took me into her confidence and no one told me something about anything.And not at all from my mother. Her sex education consisted of:"Beware of men, they. Phir pooja kehate hain un teeno me se to 2 mere bhai ke best frind the.ye baat sun ke main hairaan ho jata hu aur pooja ko puchata hu ki kon the o dono. tab pooja kehate hain “atul aur sameer”ye jawab sun ke main aur hairaan ho jata hu , kyu ki atul aur sameer mere best frind the dono aur kabhi laga nahi muje ki in dono o gandi nazar mere behan pe rahegi.phir pooja aage bolti hain “inmse se sameer ne mera seal toda tha o bhi hamare ghar me mere bed pe hi”Uncle smil karte hain aur phir mamta ko. (She wasn't the first maid that I have developed feelings towards but thats for another story. I began to ask her about her life in Indonesia, and how she feels about Kuwait. She said "Kuwaiti family not good, always talking bad to you and say do this do that. No rest, I am human and I get tired." I can sense she had alot of ranting to do as I do understand and sympathize with her. Most families are pretty demanding of these women and have no sympathy for state of exhuastion as most of these. They weren’t surprised; the place had the same attrition rate on young people as a war zone. My girlfriend, who was also a teacher, but in a much nicer school, announced that she no longer wanted our relationship to continue. The stress of teaching in that place had made me very difficult to get on with; I was drinking heavily, taking drugs and being, generally, impossible to live with. I suppose I can’t blame her, but it felt like I was being kicked whilst I was down. I struggled on until July.