He took my cock out of my pants and slowly began sucking me off. After about 5 minutes I was really getting into it and pulled out to try and take my ...pants off, when I did he got gun shy and stammered that we should be getting back. I could tell that he was over thinking the scenario and was having second thoughts. I told him I wanted to try and see if it was what I remembered. I pulled his cock out and wouldn't let go until he gave me his cum, I savored it knowing it could be the last time. We. . now what do I do?" First, put that away." Mom was pointing to my dick, still hanging betweenmy legs. "You should keep it withdrawn except when using it. Otherwiseyou risk exposure and questioning best avoided. Then you go to sleep.Tomorrow you start the rest of your life as a girl." Assuming I decide to stay this way."Mom gave me this condescending smile. "Of course, dear. One other thing,though. For the rest of the summer, when you pee, sit down to pee. It'llget you into the habit. I mean train you for sucking cock. Right?’ I nodded again but was confused. Is it just me or do all girls find the way men talk confusing? ‘I mean he didn’t, you know, ‘train’ train me I guess. I think he just thought I would know how.’ ‘Yes. I suppose he did. But then where would you have learned if not from him? Did you ever suck off a guy before him?’ It was tres embarrassing to be asked but I loved how direct he was with me and how his questions made it easy to help in my own treatment.. Friday morning, a team would arrive from Mom's office to inventory the entire house. Everything would be counted, tagged, and in the case of some items listed for appraisal by a team to come later. On Sunday, family members attending the funeral would be allowed to enter, with an escort, and list anything they may desire in the way of keepsakes, starting with both of the grandmothers, who would identify any items that Tom or Karen may have indicated they wanted a particular family member,.