And I am sorry for everything. But even now, I can't face you, which is why I seduced you in such a strange manner, and why you are still blind to me.... After I leave tonight, I hope you'll just know me as a ghost, a beautiful ghost you shared an undying moment with. It doesn't even matter if I am real. Hold on to it forever, my love, but let go of everything else." You're leaving?" I cried, still staring at the blinding light, trying desperately to make out something behind it that would tell me. It was as if she were making up for all the years of church going and rectitude before she died.Oh, she'd been a great lover, but we'd been monogamous, and she a virgin when I'd married her. We'd experimented with positions, she'd become a superb cock sucker, and relished it when I'd gone down on her. We'd made love outdoors in the yard, and once in the kitchen, even.But we'd been totally faithful to each other, and now all that was being thrown away in one final wanton orgy. She'd ordered it. Poor kid, she must want that role very badly, I thought. Her reply on the other hand rocked stud straight back and he looked at her. He hadn’t done it with Amisha and she didn’t know he had done it with other actresses. One thing about stud, he hasn’t let anyone in the movie industry, even the heroines he bangs know about his sordid flings. The only one who knows everything about his personal life is I. Though, I wonder why he let me know all this, considering this makes me a liability to him.. They had far outranked me and persuaded her.The big sod was smiling and groaning. "WOAAARGHHH YES! WOARRGHH, YOU SEXY LITTLE BITCH!" He really enjoyed her chocolate starfish, shoving his shaft all the way in and watching it pull out again. She was smoking, a cigarette too with one hand, and tickling his mates balls with the other as they had her rudely. They ignored me but she looked at me, her pretty eyes shining and full of lust.The big bully having her wrong hole began his verbal ritual to.