But for real, what do you do?”“I just made Specialist for a local communications firm and yes I’m a cage fighter by night.”“You mean that UF...C, MMA shit?”“Yea that exact UFC, MMA shit but at a local level.”“So I got me a Rampage Jackson on my hands,” she said moving in closer with us almost in an embrace.“Let me find out you know about MMA. Shit, I might have to keep you.”“I hope you do. I’m a ballet mistress by day and I work small sorts at FedEx by night.”I liked that shit, she had a sense of. Once I got those established, I started buying clothes, with thesame problems. I don't think I understood why I was at first attractedto both adult and teen style clothes. I had some outfits that were justwhat I would see teenagers wearing if I could get them. I guess later Iwould realize that I was longing for the chance to be a teen girl that Inever had.I don't know what might have happened if I could have afforded to stayby myself. But, I lived in a really bad place, and the opportunity. And always look ahead. When you walk in the streets you should look at the people and the things around you. Despite all the crap of nowadays, it is still a beautiful world out there. Enjoy it. What you shouldn't do is walking with your head down...looking at the sidewalk... avoiding people's eyes... and also, you should avoid looking at the sky and at the clouds all the time :)) For the obvious reasons which you can imagine :)) nobody really wants you to break your neck :)) Ok? :)) About your. I get to school about 20 minutes before first period, and head to the office “Hi Mrs Wile, I was wondering if I could see the guidance counsellor today?” “Hi Emma, sure thing, is everything OK?” “Yeah, I just need someone I can trust to talk to in private” “No worries Emma, I'll get her to get you at some point during the day” The day seemed to drag on forever, finally towards the end of 3rd period, I get the request I have been waiting for all day, an older student escorts me to the office....