A few moments of silence passed that seemed like an eternity to Alexis as Matt hugged her tighter to him and took a deep breath before softly saying �...��I’m sorry sweetie. I had no idea you were hurting so much. I've never not wanted you...” Alexis, regaining her composure, wanted to interject but felt he had more to say so waited patiently for him to find the words. Matt eventually continued, his voice barely above a whisper, “But I guess… lately… I’ve felt like I can’t... like I don’t.... ?I’m definitely not a cop. And I’ve got more in my car.??You are seriously my hero right now. Let me just go tell my girlfriend where I’m off too.??No!? I said, too loudly. ?I mean, I have to be careful. I already have drug charges on me. We’ll be quick, I promise.?She shrugged agreeably. ?You’re the boss.?Once outside, she started shivering almost immediately. Her small frame and minimal clothing didn’t keep her well insulated from the cold. She hugged her arms close to her chest,. I went near Vamsi’s bedroom door and he was standing at his door and Swati was in bed looking helpless. he pushed me back and said relax go watch tv or go to your room. Don’t disturb us for weekend.By now I started liking all this and it also was my fantasy which was going to become reality now. He left the door open and removed his shirt he was very hairy and muscular. He was so hairy his chest skin was not visible. He turned his back to me and started walking towards Swati. He directly got on. It was not until mid-flight that events of the weekend began to fill mewith self-doubt. For two days I had dressed and acted as a woman. Yes, Ihad even thought like one as I identified with Victoria's wedding plans.I had accepted a female identity which would preclude associating with anumber of Carla's friends as my normal self. And for what? I did notseem to have made any progress with Carla. She still set strict limitson the intimacy of our caresses. She supplied all the money for.