Einer h?lt mir eine beigefarbene Strumpfhose hin und befiehlt mir, sie anzuziehen. Ich habe keine Wahl, ich f?ge mich. Gehorsam steige ich auch in die... Pumps. Danach muss ich den Rock anziehen. Ich stehe nun zurechtgemacht wie eine Frau vor ihnen. Da meine Beine sehr fraulich und sch?n sind, ist das wohl ein starker Anblick. Jetzt muss ich noch eine Jacke anziehen. Sie erkl?ren mir, dass ich nun woandershin gebracht werde und dass mir Widerstand nicht gut bekommen w?rde. Ich muss die H?nde auf. .."Umm Sara... Is it okay if I come to bed now? Or do you need a few minutes?" Came my fathers voice. Holy shit! Busted finger fucking myself by my dad... In the bed we were about to share!I stumble to find words... "No it's okay" I blurted out.My father climbs on his side of the bed quickly and turns his back. That was extremely awkward but I was soo damn horny I didn't really care. What I did care about was getting myself off. I waited until I heard my fathers breathing become heavy before. I turned over one pile and a stink rose. Since Harry could eat pasture for half his needs, we had what I figured as two months of hay stored, and three months of time to go until I could cut more. When I had thrown out the deeply rotted stuff, what was left was less than Harry ate in a week.I didn't have enough food for me. I didn't have any food to share with Lupe when hunting was scarce. And Lupe was, after all, eating for two. Now I didn't have enough food for Harry. He was old, and some. “But can you cook?”“I make a pretty good hash brownie,” she said.“How do you feel about pecan pie,” I asked.“I love it, but I have never made one,” she said. “But I can make a banana pudding.”“Well that makes you good for something. Have you ever been a waitress?” I asked.“When I was a kid, I sold hot dogs to the tourists,” she said. “I did that till I found an easier way to make a buck.”“Well while you are here, if you want your own money, you will have to do real work for it. You can help.