Most of all, she feared another funeral, another wooden box being lowered into the ground and Clonagh having to go through what she'd been through as ...a child. She wanted to spare her that.She knew Hap was a mere maintenance man. She'd been one of the few he'd admitted that to. Of course, he'd been trained in basic infantry techniques - as all servicemen in the armed forces - but he wasn't a fighter. It was one of the things that had attracted her. But, she thought, inside every man was this. It was reminiscent of what she had been doing with Sarah - and she seemed to have taken to heart the fact that he enjoyed watching his mother dominate and abuse the other women in the house.It was another aspect of her belief that she knew what was best for him - and if he had to be honest she kind of had a point. He had encouraged his mother by merit of not stopping her - of joining in and participating in her increasingly extreme sexual games. He still felt guilty remembering how his mother. We were all dancing away and I felt hands on by bum, I thought it was Pete and turned around, I was facing a gorgeous stranger who immediately slammed his mouth over mine, his hands took a firmer grip on my behind and his tongue slid in and out of my mouth, I have to admit I got totally lost in it and was getting wet just from his mouth on mine and his hands behind me. He stopped and whispered in my ear that he wanted to do the same inbetween my legs that he had just done to my mouth, I nearly. She talked on the phone, animatedly, smiling and laughing, then said something, nodded, spoke again, pushed the screen, put the phone in her jacket pocket, and put the cigarette out. She wasn’t done with it, not if she smoked like I used to. I’d take ‘em right down to the filter. Nice to know, though. I started my car and left as she was walking back inside. She looked over, but I don’t know if she saw me in my car, or not.I picked up some groceries for the weekend then went next door to the.