In the short term, I think I gained; the Head was right about the fewer distractions thing. Had I been thinking then of university and so on it might ...have made a difference as to which ones I could get in."In the long term, it didn't gain me much academically and it really constrained my development socially. I needed a clear 'come ahead' to get the get-up-and-go to ask Caron out. She told me later it was one of the things she liked about me, that I was shy but not so shy as to be a social. I helped by kissing her back.After a while, I shifted to get up. We stood and walked into the kitchen with our arms around each other’s waists. Gail said, “I guess that I need to feed you. I want you to keep your strength so you can resist Amy. On the other hand, I want you weak to not resist me.” She gave me that impish smile that I had come to relish.“My resistance to you is pretty low even when I fully fed and at full strength.”She smiled again and started preparing lunch for the two of us.. That clawed hand, so grotesque and skeletal, with flesh covering part of it and shining light through the bones of the rest, swung in slow motion as time seemed to shift speeds to very slow. Instead of seeing only an instantaneous blur, I watched the horrid hand carve an arc through the air towards Yaaron’s left side in perfect clarity. Through the hopelessness, I still felt a strong desire to stop this from happening, to save Yaaron from this fate. Somehow I had come from being a scared farm. Sharon takes another breath, then blows it out, trying to rid herself of nerves and stress ... Looking around from crew to host, to dog, to camera...Just as we begin to think she’s going to chicken out - she reaches under his belly and feels for his cock. Her little hand rubbing his belly, bony fingers looking around for something hot to handle ... The expression on her face changing when she finds it. From nervous to awed. “God, it’s giant already...” She says, not realising that this isn’t.