" Kelly and I had a fight last weekend," I admitted. "We're working things out but it takes time." I could talk with Kelly if you want me to," Mom off...ered. "Maybe a woman to woman talk would help." Thanks for the offer Mom but I don't think so," I said.I desperately wanted to shout out 'Yes, help me fix this. I love this girl but she's driving me crazy right now.' I couldn't say it. That would lead to too many admissions about my past drinking and about Kelly's drinking. Mom wouldn't approve of. .. like I loved Paul. OH FUCK.That realization – that I was Paul in this marriage – that just totally pushed me over the edge. I just dissolved into tears. I'm not afraid to admit it. I wept for our marriage, for the fact that it was over. I wept for allowing it to happen, and not even seeing it as it happened. I wept for our children, because divorce was never easy on children – they'd spend years wondering if it was their fault. And I wept for myself. For being betrayed by someone I trusted. Paul told Tommy that I had never done double penetration before and it was going to happen now. He slid behind me in the spoons position while Tommy was still inside me. After a few tries, got his cock inside me. Both men picked up the pace and gave me my first DP experience. At this point, I was so tired and sore, I wanted to go home. I just let it happen and moaned. Tommy came on my chest and fell over laughing saying, I was a great fuck as he watched Paul begin to really take me hard. Paul. He grabbed his shaft placing the head in my pussy opening and I just wanted to swallow every inch of him but he was so huge. He slowly thrust his hips towards me as I held his shaft guiding him into my tight tunnel. I gasped as the first couple of inches went into me and I held him there so I could get use to his size. As I started to thrust my hips slowly, he grabbed my hips pulling me closer to him as he started to thrust faster into my tight pussy. I still couldn't take him all the way in so.