To watch the world spin for only a moment, and to know, that the beginning of this moment, would soon become a silence, a stillness. Love is always th...e end. While I had known the man before me, for so long, I could never be sure when it was that I met him. The question always arose, can you know a man whom you do not love? Truly know a man? I am left to believe that I did not know him until I had known love, and when that was, I could never be sure. He had never loved me. I never loved him,. I had security bars put on the windows of the two rooms that I was going to give the girls. Their bedrooms had a connecting bathroom so that I could lock them in at night and feel good about it. While I was at it I had eyebolts installed in the wall of our family room just in case.That next evening I escorted the three women to my home where they would be staying from then on. The next few days after that were devoted to paying off all of Sue’s debts, getting rid of the trailer, and purchasing. But no one cared; I never got so much as a handshake from anyone other than my coach and teammates. I love sports, all of them. I went to as many school games as I could, even though no one did the same for my team. My favorite was softball, not only because I like watching it and supporting our team. There was also Ella. She was the first girl I ever liked, I had a crush on her for years. She never noticed me, and if she did, she never showed it. Anyway, I really liked her but never had the. At that time someone is knocking the door… I got deep breath even I can’t reduce my temptation I open the door it was my dad… He looks me strangely and said “what happen something strange when I look at u”. I said “nothing dad”.. He smiled and get in to home, I went to kitchen.. To reduce my temptation. 1st I explain about my dad he is too dark color and too fat and he is 4 inch short then me..When I standing in kitchen he dad call me.. ” zeni come here” I walk slowly to the living room. My dad.