Thankfully it doesn't seem like that will take long; her hips are wriggling beneath me, she’s moaning again and her breathing is fast and short. I�...�m aware that you are still stood behind me, paddle in hand. You bring it down again, in the same place. It stings more this time but I’m ready for it and don’t move an inch. You stand back, watching us again on the bed. I’m relieved you give me a break from the paddle but know better than to think that you’re done with it. Just when the sting is. I hadgrown to love my femininity, not the appearance of being feminine butactually becoming a woman. I loved pampering myself and I liked theinteraction with other women. I became excited when my breasts began togrow. I needed them to confirm my femininity and that's why I'm here, Ihave to finish what we started, I want to become a complete woman." That's a pretty serious decision Brenda, are you sure this is what youwant?" More than anything. My life had been aimless wandering before this. All around people were dancing, many of them in colourful tribal costumes, to the heady rhythmic beat of drums and a strange stringed instrument about the size of a base guitar but which was only a box with a pole and a string. Despite the apparent crudity, it made a deep, resonant sound. The women wore brightly decorated headwear and skirts and danced bare breasted; the older, less firm ones flopped in all directions and combined with the erotic movements, I rightly deduced that this was some. He looked like he could be old enough to be my grandfather and he smiled with relief when he saw me.Smoothing his disheveled gray hair back into place, he reached out to shake my dad's hand. "Sir, I am glad you made it. And you Alexandra," he said, his voice high pitched and very stressed. "And I am glad you haven't got that cast off yet. The judge gave me until noon to have a credible witness to the attempted murder in his courtroom or he was going to have to dismiss the case. He is loathe to.