I didn't have to hate 'er for those years because she just wasn't there. Now she's here, and I have these feelings. I mean, she's my Mom, and I love '...er because of that, but I have these feelings too, and they're not good ones." Look," I said. "You're here partly because your mom did what she did, just like the rest of us. Susan's the only one that's here because her mom DIDN'T screw up." Yeah," Nikki added. "If mine was responsible I'd've ended up somewhere with her and that loser who helped. ‘Urmmm, well. I don’t really know where to start if I am being honest.’ Memories then came flooding back.'When I came home from school that day, I wanted to know what an orgasm was, and how it felt. I couldn't ask my friends as I was too embarrassed, not wanting them to know I was still a virgin at seventeen. Some girls seemed to act a lot older than seventeen when they were talking about sex. So I decided, when daddy came home, I would ask him while we sat eating dinner.I thought he was going. You see, it’s not lost on me or other men that when a woman loves you, she wants to touch you, lovingly and with joy in your reactions to her touch. If she doesn’t love you, the sex is just mechanical and we can tell the difference.So engaging our women who love us in physical sex is our way of verifying her love for us. We know just by the way she touches us whether she’s “in love” with her man or not. Any man who’s received a loving, sensual hand job, blow job or felt his women pull him into. She was looking sexily in my eyes and opening the blouse. I started sweating. She opened all and I can see bra cover breast of her. She pressed it herself and looked so seductively at me. She must be in her mid 30 but she still knew the art of seduction. She brought my hand and place over her breasts. They were amazingly soft and firm. My dick was rock hard.I pressed them and she moaned. Her skin was very soft and cold. She held my dick and pressed it. I moaned too. She was resting her back to.