It had been a long time since they last saw each other, and she didn't know how the other woman might react to seeing her again. Therefore, she had de...cided to make the contact look like a chance meeting in public and take things from there.I shouldn't be so nervous, she reminded herself. I can't imagine any way this could go bad. Even if we don't wind up as close as we once were, I know she's not the type to get upset and push me away. What am I afraid of, anyway? Maybe it's what might happen. Is liye mujhe bohat craze tha ki mein ladkon se dosti karoon or mera boyfriend ho. Bade shehar or college ka khula mahoul dekh kar mein bohat khush or excited thi.Meri class mein bohat ladke the par vo meri taraf dekhte bhi nahi the kyon ke mein gawaron jesi dikhti thi. Suit pehanna, chotti banana or kahan shehar ki ladkiyan. Ek din mein hostel room mein rone hi lag gai. Meri roommate, Suman, ek smart ladki thi jis ke 3-3 boyfriend the. Vo mujh se puchne lagi ke kya baat hai to mene us ko. A sweet gesture I thought. I woke one morning quite early and decided that it was time for some radical changes.The bad girl better known as me would become a good girl? Out of the draw came my big baggy knickers along with my heavy thick petticoat and full brassier. It felt awful and it looked dreadful.That day at the shop I felt so uncomfortable after being liberated for quite some time. A trussed up Turkey that was me? It was dark when I left the shop at about five pm. I went the long way. .." ...but when we get there, you can duck into the Ladies," said my mother."While Ingrid, Fred and I go to Granny's room," said Annie. "You disappearand she's back to being my only grandmother."She smiled at me, almost as she used to when I had been Steve."It could work, I suppose," I nodded. "But how do I get out of thebuilding without him seeing me? I don't think I'll be able to get to theback door or the goods entrance or whatever." Well, it won't be practical to get all your prosthetics.