I didnt know it can hurt , yes yes remember no internet porn :) but i made a decision even if it hurts if i can bare it i will smile, 2 years he is dr...eaming about this .. it was an easy choice for me i loved him and if can give him this i will.We kissed a lot ofc , the few steps to our room took more then 10 minutes . You might say because i never had any luck with girls ... well that was a part of this yes for the first time i didnt have to hide my self , bring wanted being the subject of. Not just a mutual jerk off, but holding, kissing, good sex. I lost the first hand on purpose and stood up in front of him. “Take off whatever you want.” He stood and grabbed the bottom of my shirt, pulled it over my head, tossed it to a nearby rocking chair. I realized that I was shaking a little. Anticipation. “Kiss me.” He looked puzzled. “On the lips.” he came to me, placed his hands gently on the sides of my face and gave me a gentle kiss. Soft and sweet, with a little taste of the whiskey.. She would somehow find out how I had been aroused and played with myself while reading that stuff. Adults always seemed to know things like that. With a very red face, I began to read where she pointed; they were the most explicit passages of the couple's sexual encounters in the novel. Under my panicked circumstances, I figured I would not have my normal reaction which was to immediately get hard.Unfortunately, I must have reacted in Pavlovian fashion since my penis pushed up my pants as I. Oh, my God! I was shown the ?ROD? that was going to be inserted into me, (it looked 10 feet long and one inch round). It was, in fact, much smaller then I expected, made of a soft plastic and it had a camera attached, so the doctor could see where he needed it to go. The speculum had my vagina spread open so wide I could feel cool air up inside. Dr. Monte said he was ready?here we go.I could feel the tip of the rod come in contact with my uterus?I felt it slip inside. Cindy and Carol were.