I know he always respected my sports ability in the pastso I just don't think he was ready for such a drastic change indirection. I know he always exp...ected me to be a good team player in allsports but I don't think he considered cheerleading a sport. And Icouldn't really blame him. None of these events were easy for any of us.And now to make matters ever worse I wondered how he would react if andwhen Kyle called me at the house. That would really be strange especiallysince he had no idea about. Her sister and my friend use to generally go to the pther room while Ranjana and me use to sit in the lounge and listen to music or watch some TV and have discussions on something or the other over a drink. Sex never happened as Ranjana always said that sex between friends was not correct. She had a voluptous body and all I could see was through the clothes only.One day on the way back from our swimming I had a very big arguement with my girlfriend. I was very upset and told Ranjana that I am. "I'd know enough not to anchor the floor to three separate tree limbs. The first high wind and it'll just rip apart." No way! Look at the size of those limbs," I said, pointing up into the tree."You're anchors are six feet out from the trunk. Look, Einstein, you're fixing something rigid onto three different things that move independently. Jeez, they'd only have to move an inch or so. You can rest the floor on the limbs but you can't anchor to them. You have to anchor to the trunk."I saw that. She seemed scared to talk, or even look straight at me.“Why so quiet, Amanda?” I asked.“I’m trying to work out a way to say sorry”, she said. “It was all my fault. I’m sorry I couldn’t--”“All your fault, huh?” I said. “What were you hitting yourself with?”She sighed, but it did make her smile. She poured tea in her cup and stirred, waiting for it to cool.“That’s not what I mean”, she said. “Clara had never gone that far. I just ... didn’t handle her right. I tried but...”“Amanda, do you trust.
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