It’s the same with other emotions. If you are enraged are you going to rant, rave, and cuss. Maybe take a broom handle and beat the shit out of your... mattress(I enjoy that one.) or will you lock and load and take care of your business? The choice and the consequences are all yours. So you need to know and understand yourself or you can get into serious trouble.Enough of that, My last couple weeks have been hard. I became a poster child of forgetfulness as well as being lackadaisical about my. ' She learned very early in life, what a powerful world that was. Quite possible the most powerful word of all. It really was "the magic word" . And she loved using it, perfecting it throughout the years so by now it was unrejectable. It also kind of merged together with 'need' and sounded somewhat like 'Please, I need'. Part of him ached to give her what she wanted; to tear her jeans and knickers off, stick all his fingers into her hungry little cunt, have a taste of her - most definitely -. *** Well great that fucked everything up. Sick day off my ass. Why do I always have to go when some nut job discombobulates somebody? If I find this son of a bitch I’ll tear his balls off and stuff them down his throat. This is the eighth time this month that I have been cock blocked by this shit. Get it together Vela Victorian. Damn it I just stopped smoking too. Now Edana is in a bad mood she is probably going to go home and fuck herself with that thing under her bed. Where did she get that. The very moment she left the bedroom to fetch her, I felt her absence, and my own unbelievable position, hit me like a baseball bat. It was too late, as even if I wanted to resist, I could no longer move more than a few inches in any direction. It did allow a few moments to think, however. I'd felt this enough, both the highs and the lows, for it to be clear how she affected me was far beyond than could be explained by her beauty. Added to that now, seen in such vivid detail, was that Rebecca.