Near midnight I saw lightning in the distance but it was too far away to hear yet. We were in danger again because of the silver. We got two boats rea...dy and we started to leave when I had an epiphany.I had a hurried talk to the guys and went back to the ship. The prisoners were questioned again and they seemed to cooperate. We carried the silver to the inhabited island. There was a place that we could land with difficulty and probably wasn't guarded. It was also dark and raining so they would. But I will understand if you decide to go back with Willy. I won't like it but I will understand." I have been thinking about what I am going to do," Chester said."You know he cooks in the kitchen with the women?" Glenn snickered."What is so funny about that?" I asked."He swears a lot when he does. Always complaining about it not tasting right," Mandy added."What not tasting right?" I asked."He told Martha he was trying to make some food and drinks he liked back on Earth," John added."What?" I. I'm really sorry I went overboard, and I hope you'll forgive me. I love him and I love Saul, too. I guess I didn't realize how important he is to me. Is that what's really bothering you? Is it that old thing about my loving Will and Saul?"Mary sat and thought for a moment. "Yes and no. I've never felt a problem with your loving them, Anne. And, I'm glad to see you realize how important that is to you. You're a great one for blowing off things like that — saying 'it isn't that important', when. " As I reflect back I can now recall that for some unknown reason all of the lovers in my past had used this line to make me think I was an okay lover. I always thought I had an average sized cock. It's about 5" long and although I have never measured it, the girth seems proportionate for it's length. When hard it's stands straight and is not curved like some of the cocks I've seen in porno films. It's circumcised and my balls are the size of small green grapes. To think my wife has had to fake.