I parted them quickly, letting his tongue roam freely in my mouth. For a moment I just lay there, thinking about all the reasons this was wrong, but h...ow could it be more wrong then what I had done at that party? It did not take me long to give in and start to kiss him back. Our tongues did not dance like mine and daddies, instead they fought each other. We did not kiss each others mouths, we fucked each others mouths, violently and painfully. We pushed and pulled at each other for a while. This was embarassing… Suddenly I hear the doors open startling me. I sat down on the toilet hearing the walking coming towards my stall. ‘Hey Tyler?’ It was him… ‘You okay in there man?’ He asked sounding concerned. ‘Yeah, I’m fine.’ I say quickly. ‘Listen man, I’m sorry about what just happened. Didn’t mean to scare you like that. You just remind me of the dude I use to mess around with.’ Was he trying to make me feel comfortable? There was some dead silence for a while but I finally spoke. . ''Okay, let's leave it for now, but not for too long.'If he had told me definitely that a civil partnership was what he wanted, I would have agreed at once. Life with him was far richer and happier than it had been before. For me to do the asking would not feel right; he was more mature, and he owned the flat. Anyway, how do you decide you care enough for someone for a civil partnership? Lots of straight marriages end up in divorce. The Jay's experience showed how tricky long-term commitments. But I didn't talk. I leaned forward and kissed her soundly. She seemed surprised at first, but then melted against me and our kiss seemed to last even longer than our hug and was filled with instant passion.I couldn't believe myself, that I'd been so bold. However, I just couldn't seem to do anything different. I wanted to kiss and hold her, so I did.When we broke our kiss, she grinned at me and said, "well, that was a surprise! What are you doing here?" I came to see you," I said. "I've missed.