That was when the words 'Pole' and 'Lap' became instrumental in my formative years, and how my essay, all those years later, was representative of my ...experience, and now with my bodily curves having more meaning and surface area to caress, at f******n I was still willingly sitting on daddy's friends laps, at our dining room table. I was giving hand jobs and bum jobs, and daddy just seemingly accepted it and put it down to a girl growing up.Even when I arose from a particular man's lap with. I really enjoying making love in the open, she continued, her teeth sharp as they caught the lobe of his ear and bit lightly, I hope you don’t mind. He wrapped his arms around her, a bit roughly, and let her feel the hard ridge of his long cock. Not at all, he told her, holding her firmly as she rocked on his lap, pleasuring them both. She rose, gracefully untangling herself from his embrace. She slowly pulled her long skirt up, revealing a silky purple thong. Hooking her thumbs in the ribbons,. Assume we sent Jon back in time twenty years and when he arrives he becomes his younger self. Then twenty years later, he reaches the point where he was sent back in time. At that point, he would be sent back in time again. He would be in a constant loop forever reliving that same twenty year period of his life. He would never be able to move beyond the point where he is sent back in time. He would cease to exist after that point on our timeline.”Joan said, “From what I read, when a person is. Today, I realize that long ago combination of pain, helplessness and humiliation would have a profound impact on my sexual development. My tableau of cravings needs, and urges were but seeds that were fertilized those nights in sixth grade while I was being punished for some unremembered rules infraction.?but I digress.I’m willing to bet if you were raised catholic and went to mass regularly that, whether girl or boy, we all shared some version of the same fantasy. What fantasy did we all.