"Let's begin," I said."Don't you mean finish?" Angela said. "The guy just finished."I ignored her and said, "Okay, sperm. Move forward. You have made ...it through the cervix and are in the womb."The boys moved in an aimless fashion as instructed."Wiggle those butts!" I said. "You're sperm. It's how you move and what girl can resist a cute butt?"Some boys cooperated. Some girls shouted encouragement."Okay, Joey. Go fertilize the egg."He headed straight for Angela. When he reached her, they hugged. I made good money in the war. There were also many widows of the war, women used to feeling a man and desiring that experience again and again. There were also many women whose men were away at war and they too felt a longing which only a man can fill.But not all was perfect. In 1864 the war was not going well and many soldiers were leaving the Army of the Union during the cold dreary winter to return to their farms. Their wives and children could not keep the farms up alone for such an. ‘Hey, why don’t you go with us?’ said her friends. ‘You could use a night out with some fun. The kids are gone and we won’t take no for an answer.’ After some playful bickering, Karen agreed to go, but insisted on driving her own car. She figured she could have a drink and maybe dance a little, then head for home. She didn’t want to spent the evening fending off drunks and watching couples necking. The evening progressed much better than Karen expected and David was a charming and witty. Ialmost wish Steve would come back. He wont turn me into his willing PonyBoy, he can be as manipulative as he can, he wont break my spirit.My mind wanders from thoughts to thoughts, daydreaming when I am dozing, focusing on my body when I'm awake. Pain,cold,thirst, and just waiting, if only Steve would come back at least I could deal with what he has in stock for me. He said he would start my training. What a fool, I'm not letting him do it so easily. I'm waiting and waiting, preparing.