Onoubliait qui j'avais ?t? auparavant, et je commen?ais presque, parmoments, ? l'oublier moi-m?me.La nuit, souvent, je r?vais que j'?tais encore celui... que j'avais ?t?. Jeme rappelais mes derni?res nuits, si pleines de plaisirs, de sorte que,lorsque je me r?veillais, j'?tais toujours de nouveau horrifi?e parl'absence si frappante de mon sexe dress?. Il m'en arrivait parfois decrier.Cependant, je r?vais aussi du plaisir qu'il y aurait qu'un homme partagema couche. Ces r?ves ?taient encore plus. They were totally in love and spent all their time together. A few years ago the wife asked for some renovations and pretty soon the majority of the house had changed. The biggest changes were in the master bedroom/bathroom.Landscapers and a pool cleaner came twice weekly. The alarm system worked and the cars in the garage were mine to use under the condition I carried my own insurance on them. What a joke! A Porsche to drive and a hot tub/pool? The kitchen looked like it was out of a. , god, that's over an inch and a half thick!" Bugger me!"I laughed at Adrian's shock."Nah, mate, sorry, I don't fancy you one little bit, and at the moment it's a bit too big to bugger you with. I hope it goes down okay, though, 'cos it's a really strange feeling having a such a huge whanger dangling there."He laughed back. He could tell that I was okay with the situation, and he trusted both of us enough to let us get on with what we were doing."No way is that, or anything like that, coming. Using my experience of reading stories to the village youngsters, I told the girl the story of my life. I told her about all my humiliations and failures and how I’d ended up unmarried, careerless and mucking out pig pens. The girl’s sobbing stopped and I thought I heard her snigger a couple of times.I risked shuffling closer to the girl until I was less than a yard away, then I explained my purpose in the forest that day, and Matra Glandira’s baffling instruction to think like a healer. I.