In retrospect, I suppose it's one of the blessings of youth, one of those gifts we don't realise we have until it's gone. Through no effort of her own..., Mandy's juice was succulent and I wanted to lick her and smell her dried essence on my nose.The other problem, my premature ejaculation, would take care of itself, I guessed, because next time I would have the calm and expertise of a veteran.My visiting habits would have to become different, though. I decided I would now arrange to be at their. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I sensed his impending orgasm by the sudden tightening of his spine and the white-knuckled grip he hand on the armrest, and abruptly stopped touching him. I pulled my hands from his pants and pushed his hands from me. My body was humming, the sensations pent up inside, violent to be free. But I ruthlessly controlled it, wanting a more secluded spot to scream while I was ripped apart by the intensity of my desire. Like a man drugged, Jared looked at me from silted eyes, demanding. They treated me nicely, but they made sure I knew my properplace, if you know what I mean.Once we were seated, Harold mentioned he had a proposition for bothJudy and me. He then explained that his office manager resignedunexpectedly that day. He wanted Judy to take her position at almostdouble her teaching salary. Anne then mentioned that Maria had calledover the weekend and her mother was not doing well and she would haveto remain in Mexico to take care of her for the foreseeable. This time, I did roll over and pass out.I awoke to the sound of my mother's tapping on my door. I knew it wasmuch later in the morning than my usual rising time. "Are you coming outtoday?" Mom asked. Again, I had to smile at the unintended doublemeaning.As I had expected, mom carried out my interrogation over the breakfasttable. There was no rubber hose nor bright light -- just her insistentquestions and her detective-grade gaze. Yes, I had a good time. Yes, Timdid too. No, I didn't meet any.