I dunno... my life had changed so much since I got the device.In such a short amount of time. I was starting to wonder if it was allworth it. Like, I ...couldn't help but feel like maybe I just wantedeverything to go back to the way everything was.Great as the sex was, these thoughts sort of put a damper on things. Andlike I said, I'm not stupid. I knew something was wrong. Somethingwasn't what it should be. No one flips 180 on the matter of theirsexuality like that. Not without the device. I. I realized what I had done wrong, and told him we had to try it again.Jon looked at me like I was crazy, but I reassured him it would work better the next time, so I pushed him back into position in the center of the table, and I turned to try it again. This time, as his forearms lodged beneath my armpits, I clamped my arms down tightly around them, so my weight was supported entirely under my arms instead of being transferred around my boobs as we swung around. It worked beautifully, and this. I sensed it would not fit in my mouth for sure.But the black guy made me open my red lips and he shoved his beautiful hard veiny cock deep inside of my throat…I gagged on him and then he slipped out. He ordered me to lick him easy and he first rubbed his veiny cock slowly on my face.Then I kissed the tip and started licking and sucking into my mouth as far as I could. My tongue swirled around it and finally I dared to get it again deep inside of my throat…I looked up at that handsome black man;. Micheal walked across the hall from his room into the basement's main room and plopped down on his couch, taking off his McDonald's shirt and pulling out his Verizon Chocolate. He hit the number 2 then "Talk" he waited a few rings until he heard his Baby Girl's voice answer "Hello?" Hey beautiful, how was your day?" It has been fine, I've been waiting to talk to you" Really? Why?" To tell you that the boxers that I stole from you are all wet" God baby, you know I have to be good until they go.