He was dumbstruck. She had never played in his presence in all the time they were together, and he could see that her technical ability and even her s...tyle and interpretation far outclassed his own, even though he had the higher qualification."Ged, my love," she said. "I can be your hands until you're better. You'll just have to get used to telling me what to do."He was overcome, and broke down in tears. It was partly his disability, partly her generosity, sensitivity and skill, and his heart. ‘C’mon, don’t look at me like that. Pssh, fine. Go give him back his whatever it was he dropped so we can get going to the panel.’ Oh no. Oh no no no I can’t face him after that. ‘I can’t. I really can’t, not now,’ Stephanie said, hanging her head. ‘I’m too shy for this.’ Megan frowned, putting her hands on her hips. ‘I thought you really meant it when you said you’re interested in this guy? Were you being serious?’ Stephanie gulped. ‘Yes? I think so, I think I am.’ ‘Then forget the panel,. I told her about my recent intro into dressing upthrough my ballet class, and about how my friends Tiffany and Ashleywere helping me with looking and acting more feminine and about thesleepover at Tiffany?s. We were really bonding and I could see thatwe would have a great time if I was her babysitter.It seemed like a lot of time had passed so we went downstairs and mymom and Mr. Roberts were in the living room talking and laughing andhaving a good time! It seemed from the conversation that. We made some pornos. Amateur stuff. Just me and him. Then we got an offer to do some stuff with other blokes – and he said I should do it. So I did. With girls too. I didn’t really like it to be honest. I only did it for the money. He even got me to make videos when I was pregnant. After I had my daughter he wanted me in shape as soon as possible so we could get more money, like. That’s when I got into the drugs - to stop me finking about it ... That’s when everything started to wrong...”The.