I dress while she works on breakfast. I make two teas from the water tank, and sit down to enjoy mine. I actually prefer coffee most of the time, but ...coffee is a hassle to make compared to tea. This is a green tea so it is low in caffeine. I have seen some flavored teas in the pod, but I am not interested in those yet. I like specialty teas best when it is cold outside.Fried jerky and scrambled eggs. What more could a man ask for. I thank her for breakfast and then go out to look at the badger.. Of course, I'd had my scrapes as all kids do. There were times I picked the wrong friends and gave in to the peer pressure more than I should have. Overall, though, I was a good boy.I had a difficult time understanding how sexuality fit into the religious views I'd learned. Perhaps some of that was because I hadn't learned much about religious sexuality at that time. I was always told it was something best saved for marriage and it was always implied that I would learn about it when the time. Between my mouth and my hands I seemed to be making him happy, he was shoving my head back and forth anymore. It WAS huge, I'd guess 9-10" and real thick! What was really worrisome was, I liked it, a lot, sucking it, feeling it! It was so hard and the smell was beyond intoxicating. It was anonymous, dark, no one knew me, could see me and I was hoping he wouldn't come, not yet anyway, I was enjoying this, every second. He grabbed my hair again and lifted me up, that strength again, very scary!. When you heart goes cold, you feel even more painful needles as it warms.Always sensitive, Cindy wrapped her arms around me and her hug spoke volumes. I wasn't alone and even if she wasn't proclaiming love at every pause in the conversation, I was important to her. Perhaps even the most important person in her life. I wanted that, but I remembered something I'd heard long ago, "If you want to be fully loved, you have to love in return."I kissed the top of her head, having to stand on my tiptoes.
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