I gave him my tits and he sucked and chewed like he does sometimes and it hurt. I wanted to cum. When I get ready his chewing feels good. And I did. I... got close. And he cums. He cums before me. I try to cum. I get closer. 'Rub me, ' I pleaded. Finally he did. Finally I came. Finally he kissed me. I thought, 'okay, he gave me pleasure. He made love. He wants me to cum like him.' But when I ended the kiss, his eyes remained on the fucking monitor. 'Find a blonde whore' I told him, getting off his. A couple of hours later and I was simply gagging for a cumshot.When out of the blue there was a knocking on the door. ‘fucking hell’ I cursed to myself as I got dressed and went downstairs, on opening the door there stood a younger man of around 22ish, he was actually 26, he looked frozen. I asked him what he wanted and he said he was canvassing for a charity, I said “I’m not interested but come in for a warmth” as he stepped in.As he stood in the kitchen I made him a coffee as he spouted his. She would be cagey but Ifigured within two weeks everyone on my block would know of my changes.That was fine, at least I hoped so.Passing the spot at the edge of the track my thoughts then turned toJenn. Was I just lusting after her? Her treatment by Angelica was againstirring my imagination. Last night I had re-read The Story of O. I nowsaw it as possible for my feminine self to capture Jenn, to control herbeauty. I considered what Candice had advised, keep it simple. There wereseveral women. "We need to reach Wolf Creek tomorrow. We can talk while we ride and tonight we can plan. There are a couple of things we need to understand between us before we start though. First, we are on a mission for our God. I know I may call him a different name than you do but, can we agree on that?"At Bear Brother's nod Ben continued. "This is not a war with the white man. This is a war against evil men. Your men must not harm innocents. If they do I will have to fight them." My men will not attack.