"you ... you are so damn sexy ~ I'm trying to control myself, you said no touching, so I'm restraining myself from going over there and grabbing your ...ass, as I grind myself up into you!" ... you're getting horny from all our talking ... and to my shock and delight, you unzip your pants .. and I say, "Oh yea, show him to me" .. and you do, briefly! and I tell you he's big ... and you said, misunderstanding me, "no, he's soft" ... and from my earlier story, you must already know that I love a. Now get on it. Get on it!Choke on it, you little cocksucker! You got a mouthful of chocolate, don'tyou slut? Show us how much you love it. All the way down. All the waydown. Go on, get it. Fuck, yeah! That's it. You like that big blackcock, don't you white boy? That's a MAN's dick. Show me how much you likethat big black dick, fucking your face." It was almost like they were competing with each other to see whocould be more lewd and dirty and their talk turned me on like nothing. Well, never mind, but he’d wrap his arms around me and hold me, as if protecting me from the world. But, more importantly, he was protecting me from myself. What’s odd, at least in my mind, is that that comfort, and that safety and security, was channeling your love and Steve’s love and the kids’ love. I don’t understand it myself, but, ultimately, it’s why I couldn’t run away.“The problem was, I didn’t feel as if I could come back, either. I’d say that to Jorge and he’d soothe me and tell me. After waiting his agonizing three or so minutes in the elevator he was there, in front of her mint green door slowly knocking as Red said,"You may come in, I've been waiting for you." Slowly opening the gold tarnished handle the door swinging open he sees the house dimmed a dark red as she stands there, her long red wavy hair flowing over her shoulders covering her bright red corset with red laced panties, her long creamy white thighs exposed for the world to see, he knew he was in heaven as.