I believed I was just different. I honestly thought my fascination with womans clothes was just that, a fascination. In reality it was what made me fe...el most comfortable. My last gf helped me massively. She was so understanding. I couldn't live a lie any longer a felt comfortable enough with the girl to be honest- I told her everything and she didn't mind. She understood and then strangely stayed with me and then began to help bring out my femininity. It wasn't easy at the start. I planned to. “Just so we don’t get disturbed while were in the bathroom!”“Good idea; Brad will have to knock on the door!” I said flaking out on the sofa. Linda chuckled, “Had enough for one day then Rachel?”“If you mean cocktails; I sure have!”Linda put on a small lamp before turning off the main lighting and the cabin was now in a soft warm glow. She came over and sat beside me.Then I felt her hand gently soothing my back; before slowly moving up to my neck, where her fingers lightly massaged; easing the. ”I can’t take anymore stopping. Just go ahead and fill me up. You can make me cum later. You better promise to make me cum, no matter what.”She made me promise. I thought that was strange, I would love to make her cum tonight. I almost certainly get lucky again, too. I began pumping again. As my cum started welling up in my balls, I knew there was no stopping this time. I literally exploded in her. I must have cum for, what felt like, an hour. When I finally stopped, I couldn’t believe how full. I leaned forward again and started to kiss her. Her tongue began to probe my mouth, while my hands removed her dressing gownMandy wrapped her legs around me while I stared at her breasts. She wasn't wearing a bra so it saved me some maneuvering. She reached up and grabbed my hair. Mandy guided me to her breasts.I began to lick and kiss each nipple being very thorough. As I did this I heard her moaning softly.Suddenly, she pushed my head back and said, "Fuck me." I stood up as she leaned forward.