"I think I know what your going through. In fact I would say that I know exactly."Deborah sat very still not believing that her mom could possibly kno...w. Her mom continued."Honey the women in our family have a curse. No not your regular type of curse but one nonetheless. A sexual curse that we all seem to bear. You see we all went through a series of sexual adventures about your age and some even younger that were in a matter of speaking rather unique. We never out grow this curse but rather. "Ivan's eruption spilled inside me, and then he realized he might have gotten me pregnant. That terrified him most of all."After that, Ivan always used condoms, and when I bled, a week later, he celebrated by turning me over and hurting m ... back there..." She was silent for a little while, reliving that awful time in her life." ... At least he used lubricant before ripping me apart. I passed out from the pain. I don't know why he had to hurt me to feel good. I was so in love, I would have. We were both perfectly healthy. It was foolish that we waited until now to be tested, but now it’s done and we have nothing to worry about.I soon began to noticed that Dani was spending a lot of time on her phone. Brian wanted another chance. He realized that his jealousy had ruined a good thing for no reason. I had worried about something like this happening. If Dani decides to return to Massachusetts to be with him, then Jade would have to leave too. I talked with Dani about it and she. Bar one chap with a movie camera, who was up and surveying the room with it so`s not to miss anything, there was a fixed camera at either corner too set to watch my face and rump! It struck warm, no doubt as there was a fire in the old grate, though my happy fuddled brain could not then see the link. I was led to the horse, laid along its top and my arms and legs secured, by Wilf who then took the last seat according to the film though I of course, could not see, being faced away from them..