It was as if she was pouring out her thoughts loudly. She continued her monologue, pouring out her feelings. It was like catharsis. She was in the pro...cess of self-analyzing, self-criticizing, absolution, and seeking my approval of her behavior, trying to absolve herself from guilt conscious.Amma, do not criticize yourself. You are not guilty. We have not committed any sin. There is no reason for you to blame yourself. You have not done anything wrong to feel guilty or blame yourself.Shiva, Have. ‘Hello!’ ‘Mrs. Blackburn, your car was sent to Steve’s garage for repairs, per your request.’ ‘Oh, okay! Thank you!’ Lynn replied. ‘I have been scatter brained lately, I really appreciate it.’ Lynn pause for a moment then blurted. ‘They didn’t happen to say what kind of repairs … did they?’ ‘Your Air-Conditioner! I took the liberty of calling Steve’s and they said it might be ready the day after tomorrow. They had to order an air conditioning compressor?’ A questioning tone rang in her voice.. I was not one to begrudge the gift I had. I could often heal, but not always. I tried and tried with Katze but she never accepted the care of my phallus. She was too locked into her pattern of hurting and forgiveness, and then again the hurting and the forgiveness. It ran through her mind and heart like a snake through the deep sward of a woodland glade.Let this healing pass me,I'm not worth the trying.Never will I feel free,Just leave me to crying.When she finally left she scratched me with. " Kylee? You gotta be kidding me..."Ashley looked at Shane, "generally we prefer to give very different namesfrom their male selves, but I suppose this will be allowed for now, sinceshe is not a permanent resident."Kylee looked at Shane, "How come you don't have to be changed?"Shane smiled, "Because I took first class, and first class passengersdon't change."Ashley spoke up, "Well that isn't entirely accurate, some do, but it isnot required. Some first class citizens actually change.