You'll only know if you talk to her." Yah, well ... I know I'm going to have to sooner or later, but I can't handle it right now. I'm too fucked up to... think straight and I'm not sure I wouldn't do or say something I couldn't take back later. I need some time to cool off." His voice was steadier now and he had better command of his thoughts."What can we do to help?" Lloyd asked."Well ... I guess this won't come as a big surprise, but I've decided to resign." With that, he reached into his jacket. A quick glance at the big dipper confirmed the same. We just needed to head south to get back to the open lower lake. There are several camps with lights there that would give indications of where exactly we were then. No, I didn’t give this tidbit away to the girls. For some reason, they were still having a real ball, maybe it was the wine coolers. The night was quiet also, no other boats on the bayou, we would have heard their motors. I just keep feeding the notion that we were lost on the. It was right in the middle of my chest and I worried I was developing acid reflux. I lay down but that didn’t help. Then my wrists felt like they were swelling and throbbing weirdly, so I told my wife I thought I would take her earlier suggestion and go to the ER.They rushed me into surgery and installed some stents and that was it. The rest was recovery. As it turned out even that was abbreviated, thank the stars -- I was starving in the hospital. It wasn’t because of the ‘heart healthy’ diet,. I crawled up and got between her legs and slowly lowered my body. She took a hold of my dick and rubbed it up and down her slit, getting the head of my dick coated with our pre-cum juices. She looked down between her legs saying, "There that should be enough lube on your dick to make it easier to slide into me." Once I got the head of my dick inside her pussy, I just moved up and down a few inches making sure I was rubbing my dick head across her clit.She closed her eyes saying, "Oh Peter, what.