Jenny said as she pulled Lily into a hug. Something about Jennys hugs always made Lily feel happy something just felt right about it. Lily went to her... first class which was science. All the kids in the class were goofing off and talking about all the fun they were going to have this summer partying. Lily shook her head she hated parties, too many people and too much noise. She prefered to be alone or with a friend or two just hanging out. She glanced over to her side at Ben who she had a. "Is that what you want?" I don't know," she repeats."I only want this if you want it too. I want to disappear into your flesh. I want to get lost in your soul." But I don't just want to give away my body," she whispers back. Her eyes are closed and her voice trembles. "I'm not some office whore." No, you're not." I don't know what people say I am..." You're Laura, the woman I see when I close my eyes. You're Laura, the voice who answers when I pray. And I don't want your body, Laura: I want to. I wasn't feeling charitable towards her. I mean, how dare she? Not only was she making love with Crystal more often than I was, she'd also found the time and opportunity to pick up and fuck the local talent."Shit! You mean the Purple Robe." Exactly," I said."That Ariel's one prudish bitch," said Judy uncharitably. "She thinks that all it takes is to have sex with a woman for her to be the fucking spokeswoman for a whole half of humanity. She should go back to fucking church and sing hymns and. " OK, OK, I already told you that you were right about too much goal-setting," Tess said. "Tomorrow will take care of itself... But if I do go two-over tomorrow, man, I'm cutting you off until New Years!" Guess I better get some tonight, then," I said, grinning. "While the getting's good." Just try to get some sleep, somewhere in there," Kim said.I suggested we find a nice restaurant and go out again, but Tess declared it a Lean Cuisine night, so we all just got comfortable and dined on Sesame.