I understood her meaning but decided to play along, so I said, “Yahaan aake baitho mere paas Anju, mujhe batao kya hua hai” and I touched her wais...t and pulled her in the seat near me… she said” bhaiya kya batau, bahot dino se soch rahi hun ki kisi aur se chakkar chalaa lun, kam se kaam apni aag toh bujhegi”.I then started laughing, and she made a sad face, as if appearing guilty though she was not I know, and told me some bullshit sad story, but I totally ignored that, and said boldly…” Anju,. He was 5’9 inches tall and graying. His shoes were scuffed and unpolished. His eyes, however, were intelligent and piercing. The woman was much younger, perhaps thirty. She wore a conservative outfit with black hair tied back behind her head. She was in great shape and her body looked like that of an athlete. She could have been attractive, but her dress and demeanor made her feel cold to me. ‘Can I help you?’ I asked certain they had the wrong door. ‘Sara ?’, the older man asked. I nodded.. She may spend two and a half hours in the Paddock and not be called upon by a guest. In which case, she might consider herself quite fortunate. Or she might have two hours or more of Jaunting up and down the sandy tracks, through woods and heath-land.Once a week, the Main Track is thrown open for Racing Practice, and the Ponies can be seen speeding round the banked curves up and down the straight with guests weighing up their abilities and their pace. Three days later, at the weekend, real. I felt that I deserved a vacation, and more than anything, I wanted to see him. So I bought the plane ticket. My parents wanted to either kill me or have me locked up, but in the end, they gave in and let me go. My mother even drove me to the airport at four ‘o clock in the fucking morning. I had been too excited to sleep. He and I had fallen in love almost from the day we first met online. We spent eight hours on the phone, talking. Somehow, I felt like I trusted him. I had a wall up around.