“I do not care. She can go straight to hell. I don’t need her approval! What the fuck, Bethany?”“You are trying to get your sister’s approva...l as a substitute. It won’t work. Having sex with her is at least partly about keeping her approval. That isn’t going to fix a damn thing. It’s going to make it worse. I once told you that if your relationship with Stephanie fell apart, it would destroy you. I’m sure of that now.”I was red in the face from anger and took a couple of deep breaths to try to. ”“We’ll have a talk about both our pasts, once you’ve been working for me a month - or so. For now, start fresh with your life. Leave all that other shit behind you, that hurt you before you met me. We’ll soon learn what it takes for each of us to get along with the other, without being worried about feelings getting hurt.”“Wade Hobbs, you’re a tall, handsome, cowboy-rancher, who knows women better than you’ll ever admit. You may have learned your lessons the hard way, but I can assure you, the. I heard ‘JD’ start up later, but I went right back to sleep. Tuesday afternoon I got home to find a note from her saying, she would be back in the evening to watch the bird channel. I sat out on the porch where I really liked to be, wondering how I got into this mess. I heard ‘JD’ stop at the corner of the house. She quietly came up on the porch and sat in her chair, the monitor in front of her. She turned it on but I don’t think she saw it. So far she hadn’t said anything. I started to get up. ”After paying for my absolutely un-needed film and being completely humiliated at my failure I slowly peddled my bike back to my house.But, the idea of masturbating to images of sexy women only grew stronger. I masturbated that night, naked in bed, spreading oil on my cock and balls. I stroked my cock up and down, pumping it hard as I imaged buying that porn and looking at it. I had a huge orgasm thinking about buying that porn at the store.The next day, I once again screwed up my courage and.