As I glided my hands on her bare skin my heartbeat elevated and my heart raced. She turned towards me and I saw her lips, perfect in every form. My ha...nds moved closer to her face and felt her warm breath condense on my fingertips. I touched her face with the back of my hand, it was so soft. My sexy sister pretended to be asleep but grabbed my hand and guided it close to her navel as in sleep.Her waist was wide. I pulled my hot sibling’s shirt up and grabbed and pinched her breasts. I wasn’t. Or the time we took a hike in the park and a tick crawled up her leg and buried its head between her ass checks. When she screamed and dropped the hand mirror from my early years, I rose to the occasion. As my two forefingers lingered on the tweezer my pinkies were knuckle deep inside a her hot and sticky pussy. This seamed to last for ever. When the sweat from my brow dripped on moms tail bone I knew I had to make my move. I pulled the tick and spread her legs with my elbows just enough to. He was so soft and gentle with her. She wanted him to take her right then but there was something stopping her. She could feel how good he felt and she just let herself go. She spread her legs wider as his hands went up all the way. He slides his hand further up her thigh noting her wet pussy uncovered by panties and feeling her protruding clit. As distracted as he was with her wet pussy he could not over look her beautiful breasts that were now being coming into view as his other hand has. Evert-Jan and Lindsay were there for me, to support me, comfort me, but they couldn't help me. I wanted to have a family, like my parents. The dream was gone... At some point I decided to quit the SM Studio period in my life. When I therefore was harassed by frustrated former customers, my limit was reached... One day I made a suicide attempt :-( Again thanks to Evert-Jan and Lindsay their love and care for me, I failed on that one…After I tried to commit suicide, I was hospitalized for over.