Yet, here I was, choked up, fighting back tears, tearing up a punching bag in the spare bedroom, and downing my favorite beer before getting out the S...cotch from the liquor fridge. For the first time since Deanna and I agreed to this unorthodox arrangement, I felt real agony, true jealousy, and absolute, gut-wrenching despair ... and loneliness.The various people gathered had heard rumors of our unconventional marriage before, but since I had two women living with me and two on the side, it was. But, I was tending bar and I got busy and forgot about it.About fifteen minutes after I saw Tom and the girl together I spilled tomato juice on myself and I grabbed my younger son to tend bar while I went upstairs to change. I put on a clean shirt and went into the bathroom to wash my face and comb my hair and while drying my face with the towel I heard what sounded like a low moan from the adjoining bedroom (my home is an older one and two bedrooms share a large bathroom). I opened the door a. "Simon left before a deep in thought Carl could reply. To add to hisfurther frustration, his mother was busy as usual in the kitchen whenhe turned to speak to her. When she re-emerged she was in full tidy upmode with a 'get on with it' look on her face."You look as if you are going to say something," she said stopping bythe door with a tray of cups in her hands."It'll wait for the morning Mum," said Carl looking at her impatientexpression."What was that thing Simon gave you earlier?" she. “Second,” I continued, “there will be no messing about outside this house.”“Not even if we are somewhere we won’t meet people we know?” she asked.“Not without discussion first at least.” I conceded.“I agree to that.” She laughed.“And finally,” I sighed as I stared at the luscious swell of her breasts, “call me Chester when we are alone.”“Yes Chester.” she grinned.“I get the feeling that things are going to get interesting around here.” I laughed.“I hope it’s soon.” She laughed.“Right now.” I.