I'm thinking too many thoughts. Nasty thoughts. Dirty thoughts, Filthy thoughts. We reach the elevator. His body pressing against me as he grips my wa...ist firmly with one arm. ' please don't touch me, I'm married' I hear myself whisper. At the same moment my hand reaches for the crotch of his pants. I rub him and squeeze him, I feel him grow a little. 'Please don't touch me' 'please don't touch me' The elevator opens and we step out, my hand still connected to his crotch, rubbing, feeling him. "I swept across the golden sand and in sixty paces jumped into the pump boat. The five paddlers pushed us towards the cliff point, which hid our approach until we turned into the spilling river flow. We lost the cover of the coastline and cliff about the time the sun was halfway to its daily apex. The boat swayed as we hit the cross current of the braided river; sitting up front, my pup bounced on my knee wildly as the prow of the canoe rose to meet the waves. The wind from the sea blew my hair. I the. Stood up and got some tissue and wiped my pussy clean and then got out the toilet and washed my hands and headed back. When I arrived back my brother was gone and I had got another two texts. It was from my brother be bak latr gone to play footie with a couple of lads.. The other text was from Harry I regret everything I love you and wish we could still be together. I have realized what a mistake I have made. Please take me back. I sent back no I will never go back out with you I cant. I didn't volunteer for the job. But I promised Mom I'd look after Sharon, so I do what I have to - to keep her safe. I do what's necessary.I love her.I can jog home from NSCC in half an hour. That's North Syracuse Community College. Not exactly Ivy League, I know. There's a shoe box in my closet full of letters from other schools, mostly from ones I hadn't even applied to. Northwestern, Columbia, Penn ... Most came with scholarship offers from their math departments. I'm kind of a freak at.