Sam, a skinny gray-haired dude and an experienced father, supported my negative by stating, “Car won’t run unless all seatbelts are fastened.”On...ce we were away from the airport, it was a pretty short trip along the bay. We passed the cruise ship terminal and Sam pointed to a monster docked there and told us, “Quarantined. Not going anywhere for a while.” Then we passed the retired aircraft carrier, USS Midway, made a left turn, and parked at the hotel.“I’m known here, so you’re already checked. The pain was never going to end. I was never going to be able to return to the life I had once had. I would never get to attend my new classes. I would never be able to be part of my family's life again. I was never going to grow old and die. I was already dead.I went to my own funeral. My mother tried to justify my death by telling herself and the other mourners that I had had no business drinking at my age. I was only 18, too young to go to frat parties, too young to be dead.I sat in the back. We never saw, or heard about him again. It kind of broke our hearts. It affected Beth, Kevin’s mom more. She was sleeping around a lot after that, maybe before too, we didn’t know.When we were 14, Ellie and I discovered sex. We were sleeping out in the tree house, when we heard a commotion below. It was Kevin’s mom and another woman in the yard. At first we thought they were wrestling, and then we realized they were naked. I was dark and we couldn’t make out who it was, but Beth’s long blonde. Then Pat said, "Nancy wants to see it, or she will tell". I did not believe she would snitch cause Nancy was not the type, but I knew she wanted to see two guys blow each other. Paul and I looked at each other and said "why not" But I insisted that Pat get into the payback also. I asked Nancy if she wanted her pussy sucked, by Pat. After the reply we were off to the races. Paul and I waited and Pat laid Nancy on the bed and started to remove her clothes. First she opened her blouse and looked.