It will be imbedded in his mind that his reward for hisvoluntary participation in his accepting his feminine side along will beyour forgiving him for ...his past misdeeds.Dawn told her that his growing feminine remorse would be due to anunderlying fear of failing to please her. She went on to say we will beusing compliance therapy on Teddy for performance maintenance. A sub-conscious fear of you leaving him because he is not the man he use to bewill spur his acceptance of his feminine tendencies.. "I started for the bedroom door."Freckles, don't go. Stay here with me, please?"I drug a chair part way to the bed."Noooo. Here on the bed. Lay beside me. Hold me some more." Alright, Daddy, I will."I climed in on top of the sheet and lay down beside my father. I lay on my side and cuddled with him, my left arm around his chest and pulled myself against his body."Mmmm."We both fell asleep. The time was three in the afternoon when we lay down. Day had become night and the bedside clock read. ‘I followed you when you ducked into an alley about a mile back… I watched as you fed off of that man…’ With a wry smile I leaned against the wall, running the back of my fingers against his shaved cheek. ‘So much I had guessed already. I only wanted to be sure you were alone.’ He tried to jerk away from me, but with a quick movement I grabbed his arm. ‘Do not be afraid. I haven’t decided yet whether you shall live or die tonight. Talk with me a while and we’ll see if you survive until the. I dialed Leesha's cell phone number. It rang four times and went to voice mail. I didn't leave a message. Her phone going to voice mail told me that she wasn't where she said she was going. I just hoped that she was all right.I got up from the chair, and headed back into the house. I changed from my swimsuit into some jeans and a t-shirt. I walked back out to the pool, and told Sally that I would be right back."Is everything ok?" She asked me."Yea sweetie, its ok, I just got something I got to.