It was a problem for tomorrow, not now. ‘Yes of course,’ Adam replied, dreading the prospect of living on the plantation. The damn thing was miles... away from anything he would consider as ‘civilisation.’ And that, of course, meant away from a social scene of parties, drinking, dope, girls, hookers and now, occasionally other men. Although he knew he was not homosexual, he was well aware he needed the buzz of a variety of sexual opportunities. His appetite for sex was huge and he was greedy, he. .. Ugh."I need to get going soon, but I want to make sure I help you do yourhair this morning. I mean, this one here is not going to help you withthat, are you miss tomboy?" I got that painful feeling deep in my gutagain. Somehow, I knew she did not mean to hurt me, but she was hurtingme again and again. "No!" I said - she had a blank look on her face. Irealized I had snapped and felt bad. "There is no need, thank you. I'llbe fine," I said, somehow trying to make it better."Nonsense. It has. It was only a 15 minute walk there - and 15 minutes back, off course.Tim and I stayed behind and we moved into our tent. Tim closed the zipper as I was laying on my back on my sleeping bag. He grinned and I knew what that meant, he was horny as hell and wanted to use this opportunity to make love with me. Of course that was something I would never reject so I opened my arms as he crawled on top of me and we started kissing.We only had 30 minutes tops so we had to be quick before the others. He also kept telling me how desirable I was, eventually making me accept that I was. He also encouraged me to be more open and assertive in our sex.It was about three months after our wedding when he'd just finished giving me another fabulous orgasm with his mouth when he asked, "Ever think you might want to give me oral sex?"Now, by this time, we were watching porn on our computer, so I'd seen lots of sucking by then. But, I hadn't done it.I really had avoided it up to this point, of course,.