I was always honest with her and told her about my issues and vice versa. I told her found special girls like herself attractive. And how im not into ...men, but in my eyes she was a girl...so that was that. Anyways..we would always message each other Hi, WYD, What's new, etc. This went on for years, all without ever meeting up. I was in a relationship, so therefore never truly pushed the envelope with Viviana. Eventually after a few years passed, I'm single and she hits me up with a Hello on FB.. Par uncle ghar pe the aur vo bohot strict hai.Raat me khana khaneke baad me aur didi tv dekh rahe the. Tabhi mere haath se tv ka remote girr gaya aur usse catch karte vakt mera haath galti se didi ke boobs par haath lag gaya didi ne kuch kaha nahi aur tabhi didi ne smile ki.Hum hall me hi so gaye.Raat ko hawa ke baje se gallery ka darwaza khul gaya didi bohot darr gayi aur mujhe pakad liya aur mere hosh udd gaye ki didi ne mujhe darr ke baje se mujhe hug kiya. Tabhi me gallery ka darwaja thik. The kids giggled. I got up and started removing the plates, scrapping the remains on them into a can that I would dispose of, later. I placed the plates in the tub I was going to showily use as a washtub. Least it would explain to them how I would clean them. I then poured hot water over the stack of dishes and with a little detergent. They wanted to know what that was. I explained that I had found a product that cleaned very well, but that I had only a very limited supply. Dawn for dishes. At seven that night we watch one more movie together. I wish her good night and I'll be back first thing in the morning to bring her home. The medications are making her sleepy anyway.When I get home the house seems so empty without Sara there. I decide to go straight to bed so I can get up very early. At about 2:30 in the morning I wake from a nightmare where I had not gotten Sara to the hospital in time. After that I just couldn't get back to sleep. At three in the morning I'm still looking.