This time our tongues meshed like wrestling snakes. I heard her moan gently. My hand was tight on her side and deliberately she turned her body so tha...t her left breast was under my eager grasp. My fingers rippled gently over that thrillingly soft curve.She was panting as she broke away. Buddy Holly was into 'Peggy Sue.' "Oh, I've wanted this - but dammit -we can't..." I understand," I began, glad that I wouldn't appear demanding."No. No. It's not that I don't want - it - with you. It's just. ”I would like to point out that I wasn’t actually dead at this point. But it was 1918, and this was all happening right on the battlefield. So I’ve learned to forgive these poor fellows, who never could’ve saved me even if they had known I still had a heartbeat.He was left there, in the unnatural stillness of no man’s land but for the buzzing of insects. Even wind dare not touch the sickly green/grey air, still smelling of the toxic gas of the last chemical attack. The flattened, dead space had. Nick was brash, outgoing, iconoclastic, and irreverent, withan instinctive dislike for authority. He was a confirmed party animal,loved beer, and was always ready with a knife-edged verbal joust in anysituation. He was of mixed Hispanic and French heritage. He was veryslim, almost petite; fine featured, with high cheekbones and deep,beautiful long-lashed eyes, he usually wore his long black hair pulledback into a ponytail. Women found him attractive, in a slightlyandrogynous way, and at social. Even though she had an idea she wasn’t fertile when Greg Sandler had fucked her bareback that night, she considered that he might just have been lucky that she hadn’t gotten pregnant, so she vowed not to have unprotected sex again with him or anybody else. So, she got online and ordered a dozen Crown condoms “the closest condom to no condom at all, with the thinnest latex membrane on the market,” as the ad stated.She needed the cover of working for McClain Construction to pull off having sex.